想念

这几天，

心中总是在想念，

也不懂自己在想着谁。

他？还是他？

真的很搞不懂自己叻。。

是因为心中过于寂静？？
导致轻轻烟缕都能使心中荡漾、起涟漪。。

过往回忆呼唤着我
听见心怦怦的跳
快乐回忆如影片般进入眼帘
感情不是一朝一日培养过来的
失去的、得到的
付出永远不会等于得到的
这世界是没有公平同等之事

心啊。。
你到底想要的是什么？
我不能事事如你所愿
因为
很多事是无法强求的
究竟还是要顺从天意
到头来
懂得珍惜眼前才是最重要的
痴心妄想
最终什么也没有

道理明白了
可是你做得到吗

愚昧！！

Count Down "29 DAY"

11月29日

Everyday PPS-ing and facebooking..
watching 蜡笔小新
Having spaghetti as lunch..
coz mummy didn't cook today.
Go out having dinner
猪扒饭 and ais kacang
LOlzzz..
When back i meet Kong Kar Chuan
My Kelab Rukun Negara secretary..
haha..^^

After back,
we ate durian..
really long time didn't eat liao..
but then too full,
also didn't eat much..
hehe..; P

Count down "30 DAY"

11月28日


Facebooking and read others' blogs.
Today had heavy rain at Ipoh.
Plan to go buy camera
but then the shop closed
Went Ipoh Parade
Bought a lots of thing at Qiant inside Ipoh Parade
Hmm..

Cant go the 5SC1 gathering
since uncle KK suddenly had suggestion to have dinner together 2mr nite.
Duno it's a good or bad news

After back,
chat with Lik Han using MSN
So happy nia..
He's same kind people with me..
we are not easy satisfy..
we always hope for better and 100%
Maybe this make us different from others
and actually we hate it.
Unfortunately i cant meet him during my holiday
since he will only coming back on 28th of Dec.

I also saw my "daddy" online at night..
really make me don't wanna to offline..
LOlzz...

At last i offline also la..
sleep too late will make my skin worst
haha..
^^

Miss ya..likhan..''daddy''..
LikHan, gambateh for your final and hope you achieve better result soon..
as for ''daddy'' gambateh for your working la..
Hehe..

Count down "31 DAY"

11月27日

9am something wake up
Lolzzz.
Facebooking again..
Watch “宫心计”and “蜡笔小新”

At night,
Went to see the camera..
really headache coz duno which model should i choose..
having rojak and ais kacang..
Then,
new shoes..
hehe..
*photo uploaded soon*

Before sleep,
i read some of the lecture notes for next semester..
And it is quite tough..
there is lots of unknown..
Seem like i have to work harder..

'How You Remind Me?' by Nickelback

Never made it as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealin'
Tired of livin' like a blind man
I'm sick inside without a sense of feelin
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

It's not like you didn't know that
I said I love you and I swear I still do
It must have been so bad
Cause living with me must have damn near killed you

This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

Never made is as a wise man
I couldn't cut it as a poor man stealing
And this is how you remind me
This is how you remind me

This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
This is how you remind me
Of what I really am
It's not like you to say sorry
I was waiting on a different story
This time I'm mistaken
For handing you a heart worth breakin'
I've been wrong, I've been down
To the bottom of every bottle
Despite words in my head
Scream "Are we having fun yet?"
Yet?, Yet?, Yet?, no no

Count down "32 DAY"

11月26日

As usual,
wake up at about 10am something..
Then,
I facebooking and read others' blogs..
What i should mention in facebook is..
I meet back my old frenz who is not contact long time ago..
"Tham Hui Wen"



















She is one of my most pretty frenz..
Lolz...*clap*
Good luck to her since she will have her singing competition..

After that,
Tata..
"Ice Age3"
Now only i had time to watch it.

Hmm..
then,I went to see camera..
Saw 1 nikon brand camera
seem quite okay..
but haven buy yet..

*"daddy" comment:
canon is cheap and high quality picture;
olympus is durable but quality low picture;
nikon expensive de is good,cheap de lousy dao..*

After dinner,
i went shopping with mum at Tesco.
And i also buy my favourite chocolate..
LOlz.........














Think of buy more since now got offer..2 for RM9.99 only..
So that i can bring back to Sarawak..
Muahaha..^^

And i accompany my mum go bank to do her stuff too..
Here end another day of my holiday..
^^

Count down ''33 DAY''

11月25日

Today i also sleep til quite late..
I also duno what's the problem..
After came back,
my waking time really....

Same as yesterday
I also watch 宫心计..
At night,
after company my mum go out,
i ate rojak..
lolz..
long time din eat liao..
at sarawak there
din hav chance to try their rojak also..
duno what's the difference with ours 1..

Lastly,
i will show you the盲肠of my brother
that had been cut out after he had operation
And still
*pic will be uploaded soon since old camera cant get clear photo, i can hav my camera 2mr..lolz..*

Count down ''34 DAY''

11月24日

昨晚一回来就冲了热水澡
真的好舒服啊
好久好久没冲了

Aikss..
My bed really change a lot..
now it full of dolls
when i saw it,
i really duno how am i going to sleep on it..















lolz..
then regarding pl's blog..
my house also got 1金龙鱼..
MAybe mine 1 is larger than yours de..
muahahah..















After wake up..
i went settle my CNY air tickets and also bus tickets.
Really headache actually,
Have to deal with the air ticket time and also the bus time..
Finally,
sure i was able to settle it..
and i will go back earlier during CNY..
wit extra paid RM135..

After that,
i watched DVD “吓到笑”
Quite nice leh..
should be watch it if have time..
Of course in the meantime,
i also facebooking lar..
LOlz...
And i watched "宫心计" too using PPS..

And this end my first day of my holiday..

Finally..

Yea..

This morning my ''dad'' n his fren fetched me..to Kuching International Airport..Hmm..
Da guy quite nice looking..

haha ^^

After that,''daddy'' ate with me at the KFC in KIA..

nice leh..

i long time din chat personally with daddy liao..

really thanks him showed me where should i go..

Before i thought that i will be alone..

waiting my frenz to come..

Then,

yeaa...

in the plane and my fren just sitting behind me..

there you are..

u're right!!

He is Hil..

Looking all the building and cars became smaller n smaller..

til i saw the cloud just beside me..

and there am i..

no more on the ground..

on the middle in the air..

Flew back to my hometown..

About 2.20pm,

earlier than the schedule around 15 minutes..

I steped on the ground of peninsular Malaysia..

the place that i'm longing to go back..

Hmm...

my next round,

McD..
Took away and ate in bus..

Around 8pm..
Tatatata..
IPOH is here..
my hometown..
Saw lots of building that i know so much before..
and may pass by always..
And sure there is always development,
got changes make me felt strange..

Yupp..
Back home finally..
CHeers..^^

烦

最近心情总是很复杂
erm..
可以说很多方面给了我这种感觉

第一
家里吧
好像总是很多事的
现在弟弟进医院了
希望他快点好起来

第二
朋友吧
在此声明是Sarawak的朋友
以免引起不必要的误会
在这好像失去了快乐
有时想：还是朋友吗？？
好像是却又好像不是
真的想不通啊

这两个就够烦了
其他的事情显得微不足道

唉。。
~无言~

Life really like that??

Start my uni life dun even have half year..
but a lot of things had happened..
Good?? Bad?? There will always be..
Frenz..Family...
Haiz..
Life really will continue like that??
i really do not hope so.

Always hope for a better life..
but then can it be??
Hesitate...

Exam finally finish..
There's lot of time for me to think..
My home is waiting me there,
hope to go back rest soon..

Free me from PROBLEM plz...