It can’t be deny that blogging is one way to express yourself
Here is the only place I can express my own feeling honestly
You need not to mind what others think about you
Most of the time, I feel better after blogging
Problems become bubbles and missing in the air =)
It has been quite a long time that I do not update anything
My principle for my life is simple
I just hope for simple and nice for everything
At the same time
have to learn to pretend dunno anything
have to be more patience
have to ignore all those things that are annoying
cause not all the things in life can be controlled in your hand.
And what you see may not be the truth of the whole story
your heart is wiser that your eyes
BELIEVE ME..
Busy with lots of stuff since the starting of this semester
especially my final year project
many things had change
have to get used to all new environment
Third year which is also my final year is challenging
I have lesser free time to enjoy
and also no time to go back
someone is waiting me there
but I don’t have much time by his side
Too much things need to be done
but the time is still 24hours a day
planning still not confirm yet
really hope can stay with him longer during CNY
p/s: Someone ask me do I wanna to marry him…LOL
sweet ♥♥
I ♥ U
真的很沮丧
有了很久都不曾再试过的感觉
第一次在这个学期挫折感那么重
觉得自己又变笨了
那么沮丧，那么无助
那么的想哭
又一次在森林迷路
看着四周几乎都一样的树
感觉不到害怕
或许沮丧的感觉比害怕来的多
一个人，孤独无助
或许已习惯
最后也不懂自己是如何走出来的
不爽。。。。。。。。。。。。
不明白什么是group assignment。。。。
为什么group work = pair work??
看见逞强，逞英雄主义者。。。。。
无可奈何。。唯有照单全收。。。=（
有福同享，有难你当
不懂该庆幸还是难过
发生了很多事之后，很想用述说的方式发泄，可是不懂怎样的一个人才适合。才知道自己一直呆在自己的世界里面，除了偶尔出来看看现实世界，才懂忽略了很多的事。好像掉头来，原来问题元首在自己身上。一直一直以来都是尽可能把所有不开心的事忘掉，殊不知这是一个很烂的方法，因为到头来问题根本就没有解决，只不过忘了。忘了一直发生的问题，忘了自己讨厌的感觉。自己忘了，不代表别人也都忘了。经人与事的变化，才懂的看到的不代表是真实的。
害怕做任何的改变，因为不懂将会变好还是变坏。
这一刻真的很希望能够放空自己，我真的不习惯脑袋里装酱多的东西，根本就专心不了。
或许烦恼因心起，贪嗔痴就是烦恼的元首。或许是时候该打打坐、多些念经了。离开佛学会后都把这些忘光光了。
