一次心动比不上一百次的感动

觉得自己有一点点的心动 ，
是因为感动了吗？
还是变得习惯他的存在，陪伴，关怀。。
其实他并不是自己想象中的王子 ，
之前也不曾想过接受他。
很害怕会做错决定 ，
因为我不想去伤害人 。
也担心这对他不公平 ，
因为我认为自己无法作出同等的回报 。
跟一个没有你喜欢他将多的人一起 ，
你会快乐吗？

明天会更好吗？

你们曾担心过自己的明天吗？

我昨天就是这样，
担心自己是否过得了明天吗？
“明天不一定更好，但更好的明天一定会来”
有听过这句话吧？
我在质疑这句话的可信度。。

更好的明天真的会来吗？
一桩又一柱的事情发生了，
我的明天并没有变得更好，
反而变得越差。。
每天都在担心，
担心自己和家人的安全，
担心会否明天的新闻头版是自己。。。

一则又一则的家庭悲剧太多了。。
谁敢肯定下一则会不会轮到自己。。

对于那些家庭幸福美满的，
我衷心地祝福你们，
也希望你们能珍惜这一切。

神啊。。
我也只是祈求能有平静的日子，
像平常人一样的过活，
我的要求有很过份吗？？

谢谢你！！

其实，
能和他聊真是
一件很开心的事。

兴奋的程度，
竟然是到晚上也睡不着，
脑细胞一直处于兴奋的状态。。

他的话，
给了我强心剂。。
他总像一个大哥哥，
懂很多，
能给很多不错的建议。。

真的真的，
很感谢他。。

谢谢你！！Mr. C 。。

我累了。。

呼吸变得沉重 ，
肩像扛了石头变得很重很重 ，
胸口觉得闷闷的 ，
是自己的身体累了 ，
还是心灵毒素累积太多 。。

唉 。。
轻轻叹了一口气 ，
又有谁能够帮我 。。
本想找他谈 ，
却迟疑了 。。

好害怕又会喜欢他 ，
尤其在心灵最脆弱的时候 ，
最容易对他有幻想。。
这是自己最不希望发生的 ，
现在这样是最好的 ，
无论对他还是对我 ，
不是吗?

大力的吸了一口气 ，
只希望忧虑能快点结束 。
所有的负面情绪请放过我吧 ！！

神啊 ，
请你救救我 ！！

爱情？

不懂从何时开始，
我变得，
不再对爱情有憧憬。

曾经的他，
是那么遥不可及..
那么优秀..
那么的吸引人...

正所谓，
“得不到的
永远都是最珍贵的”
间接的，
时间久了，
变得对他不再有期望。
缓缓地，
再变得不再对爱有期望。

现时的我，
只想为未来努力。
这样的付出才能与得到成正比，
你说是不是呢？

What my name means..

You Are Spontaneous and Whimsical

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are confident, self assured, and capable. You are not easily intimidated.
You master any and all skills easily. You don't have to work hard for what you want.
You make your life out to be exactly how you want it. And you'll knock down anyone who gets in your way!

You are very open. You communicate well, and you connect with other people easily.
You are a naturally creative person. Ideas just flow from your mind.
A true chameleon, you are many things at different points in your life. You are very adaptable.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

人生会像童话故事吗？？

看着《花样》，
心里一直在想...
人生会不会像是童话故事或是偶像剧
故事里的男女主角那样,
最后都会一起,
结局总是那么圆满..
不晓得，
在世界平台上饰演着各个角色的我们，
会有同样的结局吗？

我想这就是人生吧！
总是充满了未知数...

朋友就是与我们生命线交叉,
因此才能遇见，然后相识..
不知我与他的生命线会再度交叉吗？
还是他只是我生命线中其中一个的交叉点...