Syokk….

Going out whole day yesterday

Having 茄汁粿条and teh o ais as lunch
Went Boulevard and The Spring
but i'm just window shopping only
coz dun wan to spend money
HAhaha..
plus im not really need those things

Watched “Tooth Fairy”
Second show i watched this year
Another nIce show…^^
worth to go and watch it..
Funny and interesting..
Dream is good, you know??
lol

Then
having dinner at Chef at Home
Steak..mushroom soup..dessert..
Eat until so full
Feel dun wanna to have single move
but just sit and waiting the stomach doing its work

After that
Go walk at shops like UNACO
they have decoration for Chinese New Year outside the street
and also inside the shops
Forget to see the apples cheap or not
It will be NO FRUIT for the coming week..><

Last but not the least
Went to a playground we always go
and 荡秋千
seldom do it at Ipoh
coz really over age and not dare to play
lol
Really pity the 秋千sometimes
have to withstand over weight “children” ;P

A wonderful and free of stress day
it’s just one a month only
don’t care so much ; P
lessen outing already compared to last semester
feel so good when go out
Saw the scenery that i was so familiar with before
and it’s now become so strange to me
*stomach didn’t feel weird when outing..*
*clapping*

无奈

本来还是打算不去的
并没有正式的问过我要不要去
加上今天状态真的很不好
肠胃觉得怪怪的
总之就是不太舒服就是了

而且加上睡眠不足
整个人好像打不起精神似的
也不太想说话
只有一种感觉：累！！
本想传个简讯过去通知
无奈一个电话打断了我的思绪

好像推不掉了
唉
惟有硬撑罗
拜托肚子你要乖哦
乖乖听话。。
你就有好吃的了

加油！！

不断的努力
很多关系天使都搞得不错了
其实还蛮开心的
至少我会多一个好朋友啊
也算是新尝试吧

进入第四个星期了
hmm…
开始有点累了
时间好像都不够用
很多东西都没能完成

已经4.30am起了
牺牲了很多的睡眠
但还是无法完成自己所安排的
我真的不懂能怎样了
Assignment, projek一箩箩
全部都挤在了一个星期里面

还有很多事情要安排、决定
都不懂要怎么决定了
所以我真的不喜欢跟友族同组
帮不了我、还随时被他们拖下水
怎样都要把它搞好
加油吧！！

你能的！！
Gambateh!!!

难以取舍

人生很多时候都需要做决定
就连一个组的组员也是相同
舍弃你们在某些科系的组
首先是因为我需要顾及同伴的感受
如果知道一起合不来
那又何必呢

除此之外
我相信你们是时候独立了
我知道你们没了我们也能够胜任的
不习惯是因为你们太依靠我们去做决定了
有时你们也需要去自己决定
总不能每次都由我们来安排吧

说真的
我从不会乱选人
我选的人都有他们的长处
这样才能使我的组变得很强
而不是成为我们的负担或是烦恼
我需要能够帮我们减轻负担的组员
并且不大愿意选择过于弱的人
因为这样使到组出现偏差
很难协调
不相上下是最好的

同时
我也想跟不同的人合作
如果三年里都跟相同的人合作
那也太限制了吧
跟不同的人合作
就可以从他们身上学到不同的东西
尝试不一样的领导者
这样就能知道跟谁能够合作无间

*我不喜欢太弱的人黏着我们，
等你变强了再来找我们吧！
我只想从强者身上学习，而不是让弱者拖慢我们的进度
当然好朋友除外^^谢绝异族同胞。。
欢迎各位与我切磋切磋

I feel GOOD!!……..

Thought will need to walk back kolej from cais(library)
I’m the kind lazy to walk, lazy to do anything if can
lol..so it’s a difficult task to me..haha ; P
and after walk sure sweat alot..
Really beh tahan..><

It seems like it is a LUCKY day for me..
and for poh leng too..^^
Ah Mok koko saw us and fetch us back kolej
i can save lots of energy..
wheeewww….so good…
no need to walk..

I feel Good..nananana…
so wonderful although it’s short journey
So high..

And it is also a great day
Early morning go jogging and play basketball
(don’t know is it count as jogging..lol..)
now only i found that 3 point shoot is really really difficult
it seems a impossible job for me
I think the competition is 2 point shoot la
3 point shoot is for guys one
if not then i will be terrible
Participate a competition and get 0 shoot
So sweat..==’’’

Then afternoon
Cook and eat lunch together..
Bluffing and joking..
Laugh nonstop like crazy people
Become the target of making fun with..

Only ONE thing went wrong!!
why i got so much rice today?? ><
Eating,eating and eating..
Finally i able to finish it
Feel like the stomach wanna blowout
Oh gosh..
rice got so much calories…
how am i going to lose weight??
* and daddy, i still prefer handsome and tall guy..; P

p/s: I still don’t like to walk leh..haha..

恶魔心

从来没有人懂得保护恶魔的心
恶魔惟有自我保护
在别人心中永远是三等地位
很多时候被蒙在鼓里
理由是不想你多担心

被抛下的滋味试过好多次
不好受，也不希望有下次
眼睁睁的看着你们离开
那种感受我还记得
自己一点都不知道、没被通知
没位子了就肯定第一个被踢出来
最后惟有自我安慰
（眼眶快红起来了。。）

现在你们的好朋友远离你们
还真的有点心凉
（恶魔心在作怪了。。）
也该是时候让你们试下那种滋味了吧

现在搞成这样
也不关我的事
在一起的时光很开心
并没希望这一切酱快结束
都尽量两边调解
怎样都希望可以回到过去
纵使我被抛下的历史再度重演
一个人难过好过酱多人难过
不是吗
（好想哭啊。。
算了，泪水已经不争气的滑过脸颊。。）

到最后
还是要从他的角度去想
他也不会要像自己被抛下
因为试过那种感受
又何必让别人一尝那种苦涩呢
所以我知道现在要怎样做了
（或许恶魔心被天使影响了）

不堪回忆的往事
令泪腺变得发达
真讨厌弱势的自己

明天要变强、很强很强
变得无懈可击
变成不再受伤的恶魔

天使与恶魔的分别

天使顾名思义就是所谓的好人
恶魔就是坏人

作为恶魔
反而是好事
他不需像天使般为所有人着想
每做一件事都需要顾及每个人的感受
然后压抑自己，忽略自己的感受
最后搞到自己最难受
却又无人得知

恶魔
做每件事都以自己为中心
（或许只会为爱的人、好友着想）
不需要去顾虑每一个人的感受
只要自己觉得开心
才是最重要
*并不代表恶魔的意见永远是对的*

正因为天使与恶魔不同
这样综合了他们
恶魔仰慕天使
觉得天使善良，想要保护天使
天使看上恶魔的自在
可以剖心与恶魔吐露心事
想以恶魔的方式解决自己的困难

所以
天使与恶魔才会成为好友

心情~

我走在路上
淋着细雨
雨水从手中滑落
触碰到伤口
感觉隐隐作痛

冷风吹来
不禁抖了一下
一个人的路程
显得格外的寒冷

心情也如天气般低迷
深思
想不透

开始胡言乱语了
I walk alone too..

*调整中。。*

Where are you, Sun?

3 days already
raining nonstop
this really not what i wish
i swear

jeans become wet
shoes become wet
bags wet when there is raining
although i had umbrella
the road is full of waters
Tasik UNIMAS’s water even wanna flow out
Pity the trees beside the lake

Wind keeps on blowing
raining lower the temperature
Cool~cool~cool~
there is no others things i can say
the raining accompany me to sleep
and wake me up on the morning
Sun is taking the leave

we need you
Sun
Where are you?
we are longing the warmth of your sunshine
the brightness that only you can give us
you can’t replace by anyone

I miss you.
Please be back soon
I’m waiting you^^

: (

Being ignored

Cheer up baby
you can practice yourself
don't let the sadness controlling you
make sure it stay for a short moment
Shoo shoo..
Go away..sadness :(

Life can be great..
as long as u believe it will be..
never be too late.

Life is great !!

Bathing at a raining day
you can imagine how you feel
until a level that you can’t feel any coolness
as my body is saturated with the sense of cool
It seems like resistant to coolness
Freezing cool is good
It can awake our mind
become clearer and more conscious

Holding the cup full of Milo
Sip a mouthful of Milo
Slowly let the drinks pass on into my stomach
feel the warmth of the drinks spread to each of my nerves
first from my throat, my esophagus, my stomach until my blood
chase away the coolness in my body
so comfortable
feel so satisfy with the wonderful life

Rains stop already
leaving a cloudy sky
waiting the wind to blow away all the dark clouds
and return our sunny day

Raining Day..

Wake from sleep at about 5.30am
Raining..
It is still raining
continuous from yesterday
RAIN seems like Kota Samarahan very much
until it doesn’t wanna leave

Rain
please go away..
until we meet again at next Wednesday
lol ; P
Deal?
(I love you, you give me cooler weather but i think it is enough for this moment..^^)

today i want a sunny day
just like my mood
that will never be cloudy
full of cheerful and liveliness life
Where is my lovely sun hiding today?
i want your sunshine..
( Waiting to you..; ) )

Dawn comes late today
but as long as you appear
and same to my sunny day
never be too late you join us today
Cheers ^^

Lovely Wednesday..^^

Today’s weather so windy and cloudy
Raining from the moment i’m still sleeping
Sleep more hours compared to usual day
Since there is only 1 class today
and it starts at 11am

Rain stops and continues
like playing hide and seek with us
come and go as it like
Suddenly raining cats and dogs
Sometimes drizzling
It continuously until the darkness is arrive

Listening to the rain
It seems like don’t want to leave
but becoming heavy and heavy
more and more is going to come
drop by drop the rain like it will never end
Until the only sound i can hear is the rain

Reveal “The Secret” quite a long time
manage to get what i desired
maybe even the rains also
I want it to rain
but not the whole day
Or maybe it just a coincidence
So that i can skip my basketball practice
but still can get the attendance
(since it’s raining, cant blame anyone right?
so we have the right to mark as present)

惜福

幸福不是必然的
所以要懂得惜福

今天午餐有老爸煲的薏米水


还有还有宝玲煮的两粒鸡蛋
(我最爱吃蛋蛋了。。尤其是太阳蛋。。
蛋黄溜溜的，看到就想吃。。)

真的好幸福哦
(>_~)Y

疑问

某人无心的责备
在亲爱的人耳里听到的是关切关怀
别人耳里却听出重色轻友
不明智或不公平的对待是引起分裂的导火线

共同处事成了迟疑
有事了
我们便会变成待罪羔羊
就算并不是你的错
被怪罪、责备没有人会喜欢

虽然我现在并没被牵涉在内
并不担保以后会是一样

慎言吧！
我的朋友
我想你也不希望失去挚友吧？
或许更多??

无形的问题在发生
友情继续变质
情况将变得岌岌可危
你却安之泰然
丝毫没有警决心

不想再有什么事了
纵使只是小事一宗
也会破坏彼此的感情
能在一起多久成了无法解答的疑问

The 100th post..

So fast i have 100 posts already

Going out to buy food
(to cook)
Really buy lots of things..
until all our bags heavy like having stones inside
so tired ><
but feel great..lol..

Daddy belanja us eat pizza
So good nia..
Really long time do not eat pizza
Hehe^^
Thanks ya..

Loading Mode

More and more works keep on undone
Pending..pending..pending..
Time schedule need to be planned more wisely

I want to sleep more and more
No 4 hours nor 5 hours
I WANT SLEEP 7 HOURS!!
in sufficient of sleeping time slow down my study progress
Brain processer runs in a speed that can’t cope with load new things

Revision pending..
Studying pending..
Preparation pending..
Lots of dirty clothes are pending also..
waiting anyone to clean them..
lol

As for my Japanese class
Learn some short sentences and recognize words
あa えe いi おo うu
learn how to write those words
I LOVE JAPANESE!!
it’s sooo interesting..

*Have to get used of new schedule and busy life as soon as possible..
CHEERS ^^

"The Secret"

Get to know this book from my sister
So grateful and gratitude that i read this book

First thing that i had achieved through it
"Dean List"
I had used "The Secret" without i realise it
that time i still haven't finish read the book
and neither now also
haha..^^
but at least I had come to the half of it..
I used to imagine that i get the honour in front of my coursemates
and i can really feel the joy of getting it
lol.

Secondly
is i hope that i will not be alone
just like those day before i went back Ipoh last semester
Those day so sad
as what i can remember
Now
I am around friends everyday
even if alone also is in short period
sometimes still need to be alone right?
Haha..

Thirdly
i success to get into Japanese class
(The group i want and do not crash with my other courses)
So sad when register that time can't get it
but i also didn't think much that time
besides, there is nothing i can do
You can't imagine that the time slot that is so popular
and i can accidentally get into the group
(i tried many times before but also failed to do so)
Even after find the "penyelaras"
she also can't help much and advise you to drop
You can imagine that i was totally disappointed that time
It worked at the last moment
You can't think of that i was so excited
Really can't believe my eyes

Last but not the least
surely i still have others wishes
i am trying to achieve it just as above
there is no other time that i feel so wonderful
Most that you desire you can get it
It's just like magic

*I still keep on promoting the book/movie of "The Secret"
Hope that everyone can have what they want
^^

First school day..^^

So nice can have class today
First class is Statistic for Biology 2
Still is the same lecturer
Thank God..
Dr.Lim said this semester is easier compared to last semester
Really hope as what he said
Because i'm taking 21 credit hour this semester
Quite worry can't cope with it
Plus my target become higher this semester
First Class Honour
lol..
(I beg "The Secret" can help this time also..^^)

And for Academic Reading and Writing
Get into the same class with Tongling and Shekli
Haha..so good..
Having them as company
And there will also be Punes
(I just find out she also same class with me)
Then we do not have problem when doing pair assignment
Hehe..^^
But got problem if do the group assignment
(Now only i remember it's 3ppl a group, but never mind
I think it's still a small matter right?)

Then>
Went into the wrong class for Biochemistry
Sweat ==''
Grateful that not that lecturer teach
if not really terrible
listen also difficult
how to understand what he teach
lol..

And also unexpected
I attend Japanese class
Next time i can understand what he wrote
and no more google search
haha..; P
Feel so great when get back what you thought will be lost
This course i sure will learn it as hard as i could
Coz i get it not in an easy way
Really have to appreciate and also gratitude

Recently
It is always raining day
either rain at night or at the morning
Pity my clothes
when only u all can dry out

My roommate still haven't back
haha ^^
Cheers..XD

The MAGIC is happening!!

You may not believe what i said
But it is happening on me..
The moment i thought i have to drop the japanese course
I was so down and sad
I felt like wanna cry
cry as loud as i can
Because “The Secret” didn’t work

But i was wrong then
When i in my deeply despair
miracle happened
It did..it really did !!

When i clicked the “drop”
the computer didn’t work as i want to
And i still joking with Punes that It doesn’t let me drop it.
And i told her if got miracle and i can get in group 4
then it will be so good and wonderful

Nevermind
I tried another computer
Yup..this time it really worked.
I dropped the course already..T.T
But still
I clicked and tried to register group 4 as i want as usual
(i did it many times but it failed)

YEAHHHHHhhh………….
(shouted loudly in my heart)
I have been in the GROUP 4!!
I really can’t believe my eyes..
It’s work.."The Secret” really work !! 

Moment ago
I was so disappointed
Moment later
I was SO So so HaPpY !!
Really can’t believe it did happen
although it’s happening at the last moment
; P

*Indeed, i did blame him for didn’t help me register first but i’m the last for quite a moment..SORRY

I realised
maybe we shouldn’t depend much on others
We have to work it ourselves
Just can blame myself only
MAYBE THIS IS THE FATE
If is other that can’t get in the course
maybe he/she can’t get in the course at last as me
Then this is quite a good ending ^^
at least can study together

Last night
I still remember that I’m using “The Secret”
I imagined i get into group 4
studying Japanese with Bowling and others
Telling myself that i get into the group 4 lots of times
Practising the numbers in japanese as though i’m learning japanese
(means i get into and learning japanese course)
Imagine i can understand what he wrote
Feel the joy as i received it already
It may seem silly
but as long as it work
right? ^^

* A bit scared when i wake up tomorrow morning, the magic will vanish. Just like the Cinderella losing her beautiful clothes and everything after 12am

Anyway
CHEERS..XD

开动罗。。

假期算是正式结束了
最后一天了
关电脑那一刹那
真的好想跟他聊天
心中涌出思念之情
如果能见到他就好罗
哈哈
可惜隔了一个海
"The Secret" ，你能帮我实现吗？

今天晚餐吃得好饱好饱哦
有两菜一汤
真好
简单的幸福
谢谢宝玲、老爸和燕萍罗
^^
这个学期比起上个学期真的好不一样哦
至少好像变得开心多了

要开车罗
息了引擎酱久
不晓得还开的动吗
哈哈哈。。
旁边的记得帮忙推一下罗
或帮忙加加油
; P

希望这个世界能够远离天灾、污染
人类远离疾病、战争
每个人都幸福快乐^^
这样就很完美了

平凡就是幸福

今天过得简单、平凡
或许平凡就是幸福吧
但我的幸福决不会是这样的
还是忙碌、充实比较适合我
哈哈 XD

在图书馆待了半天
浏览朋友的部落格、面子书
今天好好运叻
还碰见他有上线
跟他聊了一下下
还乘机介绍了那本好书给他
" The Secret ”

那是我极力推荐的书
要是懂得实践书上的理论
那你要什么就能得到什么
至少也能减少吸引不好的事情发生在你身上吧
( 可惜我这边的朋友都不爱看书，尤其是英文书。。=="' )

跟昨天一样
今天晚餐也是跟朋友一起准备
所以简直超级便宜叻
一个人才大约RM1.40而已
又可以节省开销了
真好。。

另一天就这样过去了
期待明天的到来
我相信那也会是美好的一天
感恩 ^^

新的一年，重新的一天

新的一年，新的开始
图书馆没开
所以出去买了些罐头食品
打算一起准备午餐或晚餐

走了好多地方
一直在逛来逛去
几乎都把那地区的店给逛完了
真的好累哦

在回程的巴士上
发生了小趣事
我竟然被搭讪了
=='''
而且还是友族同胞呢
只可惜我对他们敬而远之
不好意识罗
哈哈

休息一下下
就准备晚餐罗
*其实我也没帮上什么忙。。哈哈，因为我只帮忙吃。。*
简单且便宜，真的省好多叻

今天我所有的东西终于归位了
还是回自己家好吧，是吗？

美好的一天就这样结束了
期待更美好的明天
^^
希望你今天也过得很好罗
“明天不一定更好，但更好的明天一定会来！”
加油、加油。。

回顾2009年

回顾过去一年
真的感触甚多
这是改变很多的一年
发生了好多好多事
影响着我的未来

闭上双眼
过去就像影片般重播
显得历历在目
就像是昨天才发生而已

2009年上半年
STPM 成绩出了
并不怎么理想
申请本地大学真的很头痛
结果最后不就被放逐到这罗
第二次离别
是跟中六的朋友们
大家各分东西
遍布大马各州、甚至其他国家

2009年下半年
大学生涯就此开始
要长不长，要短不短
一个学期就过了
成绩还好，但可以更好

比起三德
这儿的人没有很强的竞争能力
三德生都很拼、总是待到图书馆关为止
尤其是跟他一起读书
所以我也被影响了
待在图书馆是我的习惯
其实另一个目的还不是要看到他
哈哈

沙捞越的生活
第一个学期去了好多好多的地方
Gang换了一个又一个
总结就是什么都不要理太多
被背叛的感觉没人会喜欢
焕然大悟，被朋友蒙在鼓里
你还记得吗？ *冷笑*
真的不希望还有下次

妹妹出国留学
好难见面了

至于个人方面
应该有改变吧
不过我还是我啊
这是一定不会改变的事实
我还是以前的我
如不同了，那是为生存而变
久的总比新的好，如果你没变，我愿意等

看了一本书
让我有了跟以前很不同的想法
它说
一个人的想法是改变你未来的源头
只要改变想法，明天就会不一样
不要抱怨，这只会带来更多令你抱怨的事
时时抱有正面想法，懂得感恩你所拥有
宇宙会为你带来更多的好事
Ask, believe and receive
you can get whatever you want
your current life is the result of the thoughts you have been thinking
"Setting your frequency for the day and intentionally declaring the way you want your day to go, rather than letting the day take control of you”
这本书改变了我的生活
希望你也可以 ^^

2010年
是我离开家后第一次一个人送走2009年
这不是我想象的迎新方式
但何必管这样多呢
我在睡梦中倒数
小强大哥陪伴在右
*求它不要再出来吓我了

发送了好多新年的祝福信息
给老师、老朋友、同学
也陆陆续续收到他们的祝福
Mr.Hee有回我叻
哈哈