连为何在一起的理由也想不到
叫我如何去决定
要不要在长假中回来take course
我一直犹豫不决
担心很多事
那时会在的人不多
变得一定要靠他们才行
我没有了back up
除非出现了让我留下的理由
让我迟迟作不了决定
很多时候
独行让自己精神上疲惫
总需要假期来给自己充电
Pinang和KL都去过了
有什么理由能游说自己去参与
况且每次都被告知已定的决定
得不到自己要的东西
我看不到尊重
我感觉不到自己存在的价值
如果是你
你会去吗？
会回来进修科系吗？
理由呢？
（我知道有一些我不懂的朋友浏览我的部落格，
或许你们以局外者的身份给我意见，
会比较明智。）
*谁也好，请给迷失的我一点方向*
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
请给我一些意见。。
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3 comments:
最重要是你自己开心知道吗？
至于intersession，看你觉得需不需要留lo~
因为我很早就下决心留下来了，并不为任何人……
学业上的事要自己决定，就算其他人没留下来，
我还是会留下来，因为我承受不住太多的压力，
所以必须要分散，至少我觉得明年会有更多时间来专心学习我必须学的……
朋友能在你有难的时候帮助你
但是朋友并不能决定你的未来
好好想一想吧，至于回家的那几天，如果不能或不想就不要勉强，我不希望看到你不开心~^v^
I presume is a superb tough condition for you to choose. Since you've said you are tired why not just give yourself a break. I know that you are an independent girl but sometimes when you pull yourself too hard till a certain extend you may lose control of your mind. Perhaps its obvious that you are not included in some decisions but think why the people doesn't included in decision making? Maybe they don't want to burden you in ways. Everyone is alone when you reach adulthood even I myself is facing this problem to. Friends are there when you needed them and they will also be there when you don't need them. So you have to decide either you want to stay strong as before or continue to be the weakened. You cannot expect the world change because of you. If you really that mature try change to fit the world. This is the reality. No one can help you except you yourself Take a good rest and mark my words.
hil ar..for me, when u in a certain gang..did u think standing in my position? sometimes we still nid some respect right? lz time oso used to discuss 2geta n will not left anyone out(i mean f6)..sumtimes dun u tink making decision 2geta is a respect for each other?? i tink of take intersesi coz i dun wan burden myself during sem2 but i dun wan alone neither..so i headache..im working on "something", if worked, i will stay at here.^^
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